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The Calling

THE CALLING

       Anita met Jesus Christ in a tiny Pentecostal church in Silverton, NJ on a Sunday night in April. 1982. A shy non-practicing Catholic girl, in bondage for many years and haunted by many ghosts of  abuse, rape, shame and hopelessness. A glorious healing light burst through that night, even though she trembled under the growling, accusing voice of the  tattoo-biceped, ex marine, who slammed his fist on his  worn pulpit. His glittering black eyes bore through her.

   "If you die tonight in a car accident.. Will you go to heaven or burn in hell?"

       She declared the salvation prayer and in that small church, Anita finally found a loving, accepting family that she had always wanted. She bloomed, making up for many lost years, enrolling in college  and graduating at the top of her class, Magna cum laude.  The earning of that degree was interrupted though, by the courtship with a demented man who threatened to kill her if she didn't marry him.  That domestic violent season which lasted almost two years   nearly took away her  exuberant faith and  new-found  nursing home ministry. But Christ never abandoned her.

Healing took place and resilience set her back on track. She met  lead guitarist, Chris Durante at a church picnic where he invited her to front his Christian rock band with him. The Lord began to hone Anita in her new role as lead vocalist-lyricist of "The Promise" and Chris, her and the band shared the Gospel of Christ to the NJ, PA and NY maximum security prisons, family festivals and community showcases.

Anita also grew in leadership positions, teaching behavior modification classes at Nutri-System Weight Loss Centers and as a youth advocate for  Youth Advocate Program. Just as she was enjoying her life, strange and debilitating  symptoms sent her to the hospital where she was given a diagnosis of Lyme disease. 1992 was riddled with hospital intravaneous Rosephin  treatments and Amomoxicillin antibiotic.

The next several years, with her immune system breaking down and battling many episodes of bronchial infections she almost died from carbon monoxide poisoning from her apartment's broken heater. The carbon monoxide did serious damage to her brain and deep depression set in and she was unable to sustain employment.

 But God wasn't finished with her yet. She found herself once more with hope and found another accepting family at non-profit Christian outreach,  Love in the Name of Christ, in the Fall of 1998.  Executive Director,  Carolyn Eyerman and project Manager, Joan Hodem saw  things in Anita she never knew she had. The six years there taught her even more about people and serving their needs. This was also where her journey with the guitar started!

Finding a Cure for Dystonia

Finding a Cure for Dystonia

Finding a Cure For Dystonia

Finding a Cure for dystonia

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finding my voice (BIO)

Joy in the Journey

Giant Slayer

Chasing 'em down, one at a time...

So, Anita Ivette Ferrer, was a gentle and fragile girl, easily frightened by the Outer Limits electricity monster and intimidated by her mother's raging temper tandtrums. Nonetheless, she had a dream. She sketched and sang and composed poetry  in careful calligraphy hand.

 A traumatic and threatening  encounter with a bullying classmate in her favorite art class shattered her pre-conceived notion that people were kind and could be trusted. The bullying continued till graduation day and she wore her cloak of shame and rejection like a weighted anchor. Doors don't swing open wide for  those who've suffered bullying,  abuse, poverty and/or molestation.

 But  in  April of 1982, Jesus Christ  opened wide  the door of grace and Anita walked through. Decades of deeply ingrained traumas and negative events were assuagged and she began to see more clearly that she had worth and God had a plan for her life..

Enrolling at Brookdale Community College, Anita  discovered that door of favor swung wide open and she rediscovered her poetry, singing and art. No longer fearful and distrusting of people, she was deeply curious and disturbed about injustice and social issues. er professors were impressed with her  empathy and passion to pursue studies in the humanities. Graduating with high honors despite great financial hardship and a violent failed, marriage, Anita knew that the best was yet to come.

     Anita's journey with Christ led her to chase and slay many giants, particularly health.  Lyme Disease  came in 1992 and then  carbon monoxide poisoning almost took her life in  1997.All during this time, Anita chronicled her life events through  her journaling and then came an invitation to learn the guitar.

   Her health lost it;s resilience from the damaging environmental assaults on her nervous system, but her love for composing songs and performing continued. Then were  menntoring broken women,  youth outreach and hospice. Outwardly, it looked as if Anita's continual suffering and down-spiraling health would  diminish her calling, but herdevotion and trust in Christ's promises was her saving grace and anchor.

Despite her present and most daunting giant, oromandibular-TMJ Dystonia from mercury poisoning, she continues to sing, write about and express her gratitude of facing death...and helping others to live!

Anita hopes to find a cure for the Dystonia so that she can travel and tour, speaking and singing about overcoming and getting better with age.Her heart beats for the glorious expectation of God's best through her. She hopes that her music and art will provoke intimacy with Christ and a deep empathy for hurt and broken people. She champions the  underrdog because she is a giant slayer.

 

In these turbulent and uncertain times, I must focus on peace.  I am a warrior-soldier, serving under  my commander-in-chef,  Jesus Christ.

 

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PASS IT FORWARD 

 Sp here we are at the end of the  year 2020.  Most of us would  say that this was the year of hell and  good riddance. 

  As a formerly in-demand entertainer, before my symptoms became  too uncomfortable to elegantly schmooze  clients at a ritzy private event,  I miss the excitement of meeting new people. I gig was not just a gig for me. My choice of songs was very precise and deliberate. I chose  classics by many of the female greats, songs that would leave a poignant memory and evoke emotions. I poured out my soul on inspirational songs like Celine Dion's, Because You Loved Me,  The Rose by Bette Midler and True Colours by Cyndi Lauper. I loved to share the passion of divine and unconditional love,  always directing them to my  heavenly Father.

It's been quite  few years since I've  enjoyed hearing  many messages on my machine asking me if could do a private anniversary, birthday or first Holy communion party. Early this year, I had  a few events which were booked last year at churches, but when  the Covid hit, my gigs were all cancelled.

I've never been one to allow sudden crisis circumstances to impede my ability to bring light to a dark season.  I continued my  medical researching  for my peers on the Dystonia, Lyme, Mold illness and Mercury Detox Facebook groups. Though it wasn't the same as getting gussied-up and gong out for a night's gig, it was rewarding to give some of the  severely depressed folks some hope. We lost a very special gal  to Lyme Disease.  Many in these groups are housebound because of debilitation or being bedridden and  the Facebook groups are the only place  for connection and support.  

     I won't make this a long post, but I need to make sure  that you all keep the faith and make a resolution that this coming year, you'll make a habit to do random acts of kindness.  Smiles always invite hope. This mask thing, though,  may make it a bit harder to shine your light, but with God all things re possible! Pass It Forward  movie was a great inspiration for me and I recommend  everyone to experience it.

As I anticipate and plan for 2021, I plan for it to be my best year for giving and inspiring. As many of you are probably shopping for those special people and you're waiting in line to pay for your merchandise, look around and see if there is someone you can bless.  Perhaps an elderly person or  weary, disheveled single mom  is wrangling with her rambunctious kids. Surprise them with a $20 bill and God bless you and Merry Christmas!, Happy Holidays  and JOYOUS, prosperous New Year 2012!!

MOD PROPHER Release 

Whew! After over thirteen years, independent release, Mod Prophet is now available for download or physical CD.

Mod Prophet was a severely burdensome baby to carry to term, but now, looking back, I wish to share some insights about the varied and compelling lyrical content and subject matter.

I am first and foremost, a poet and journalist. Even before I fronted our Christian hard rock band, The Promise, with Chris Durante in the summer of 1989, I had won awards and had my creative writing lauded by all of my Brookdale Community College professors, (even the non-Christian ones).

Being the first-born offspring of a dark-skinned Puerto-Rican and Indian father and a German mother, I never fit in with my classmates. My transference from Catholic school, (where I was an A student and teacher’s pet) to Tinton Falls public school) was the downfall of my being and I was bulled. The bullying climaxed with a traumatic incident by a huge and fearful classmate in my art class I was never the same afterward and my exuberant creativity in the arts diminished to the point, my only outlet was journaling my emotions and ponderings of my unjust and cruel world.

God makes everything beautiful, though, in His time and though my long and arduous artistic journey took me to very depths of hell, shame and bondage, I can honestly say that my glorious Heavenly Father, Jesus and Holy Spirit does an excellent job in bringing sense and order to a very broken and deeply traumatized girl.

That all being said, as I contemplate how to utilize and bless other shattered people with the treasures Abba God has cultivated within me, I share with you Mod Prophet’s story.

Mod Prophet was one of the most rewarding, and ambitious projects, working with some creative and gifted men. Long-time, guitar genius and friend, Chris Durante, provided tasty and unconventional motifs to my songs. Co-producer and engineer, John Mulrenan, lent his artistry on bass, piano, keyboards and drum programming. Jeff Palley, Roman Dolinsky, Phil Long drummed magic. Marq-Paul LaRose reworked my folk-jazz song, Basket Case to dizzying jazz-rock satisfaction.

Mod Prophet deserves a good listen. This baby grew me in fruits of humility and integrity, long-suffering and patience. It took incredible faith to wake up each day, asking Christ for the strength to push a phone book-loaded hand-truck up and downs streets in the sweltering heat of August and the windy cold of winter to scrape money for studio time and to pay the various musicians for their skills. Without the hard-earned paychecks from PDC, the phone book delivery company, I’d never have been able to support myself on my performing- gig salary alone. On top of all that was the extra burden of enduring violent neck and upper body spasms from the Dystonia. My supervisor at PDC could have been my daughter and not empathetic bout my suffering. She treated me with the same business roughness as the young men. I no longer cried and complained that I didn’t get signed to a record deal, but was thanking God for the strength and endurance o be able to do such physical work for 15 years!

The greatest miracle has been the many studio sessions with John where my spasms were so violent and painful, I had to lay on the couch until e the very moment I had to track my vocals and guitar.

Tracking “In the Bink of an Eye” with John and Roman

Many people who hear my songs have no idea how they were birthed, but God knows and He sees and He will reward for I will be faithful to what He’s called me to do. My prayer is that Mod Prophet will cause you to meditate on the conditions of injustice, social and spiritual apathy and God’s redemption to the human race. For me, Life has been no joke and neither should it be for any of us because everything we think, say or do will be weighed in the balance, Christ’s Book of Life.

Mod Prophet is not for faint-hearted. It is for those who can celebrate powerful, aggressive and anointed Christ-centered rock!

Tracking at Living Waters Studio

I KEEP FALLING   (Struggling with sin)

2. COUP D’ETAT ( Facing & felling Goliaths, standing Strong in faith) 

3. ARMCHAIR QUARTERBACKS (Wacky world of politics) 

4. BRAND NEW BEAUTIFUL   (Beauty, body image angst)

5.   CHANGES ALL AROUND  ( Losing loved Ones)

6. .IN THE BLINK of an EYE  (Dangers of Texting While driving & road rage)

7   POLICING THE OTHER (Condemning Others)

8.  STRUGGLING ( THE HUMAN EXISTENCE)  (The struggle of Living Righteously)

9.  NOBODY SEES  ( Courageous journey of special needs people)

10. TESTOSTERONE, LOGIC & INTUITION  (war between men & women)

11. HIDE & SEEK (Living in Deception and  delusion)

12  PRAY FOR RAIN  (A world thirsty for the living waters of Christ)

13 BASKET CASE   ( Artists and musicians are NOT crazy!.

On the FRINGE… but Walking on Water 

Sittin’ on the dock.. creating a song

https/anitaivetteferrerasburyparkangel.org/home

So, I received a notification from the music pitching A&R company, that I’m a part of, Music Xray, (similar to Taxi Music), that famous Producer, Marty, (name changed for privacy) had a message for me.

As I do each day, asking the Lord for his guidance and counsel. as I expressed myself to Mr Marty, I was given a confirmation-revelation bout my position as a true artist I feel a peaceful reckoning about my identity, first as a devoted child of God, living true to His design and then to my calling as poet-minstrel. My prayer is that God will move on Mr Marty’s heart in an intimate and transforming way. despite my letters depth and length.

Hello Mr Marty, 

  I didn’t forget you.  I’ve been inundated with urgent health demands, (more and countless tests with my new Mold Illness MD) and more research for healing of my Phrenic (diaphragm nerve)  and vagus nerve. Injuries of these (singing muscles & nerves is deadly for  singer.  It’s been a very daunting and disheartening journey with such SLOW improvements, however, I try my best to keep creative and productive and  am focused on getting my Christmas album out to sell and bring income in because my poor husband has been overburdened by the  massive medical expenses of my condition.

    After gigging and recording music since 1996 and  amassing  6 original (pre=producing my third worship and seventh original) and 2 cover (JAZZ standards and classic pop and rock albums, I MUST bring some kind of income stream. so, I’ve been struggling to set up my new music and designing website. (I absolutely do NOT know what I’m doing), but since there are FEW people interested in investing time into a “special needs” artist, I have to  muddle through as best as I can, (and with the Lord’s help:).   I know you’re a very famous and busy producer, but after conferring with the Lord, I must first finish my Christmas album and  get my past 4 albums set up for selling streams. The design & template process, ( CDBABY manufacturer process) is another headache  I’m grappling with, (without any help or guidance). As much as I’d be honored for you to guide my artistry, I just cannot afford to spend that kind of money on a song which today’s listeners have no interest in!!!  

   I must tell you, Marty, I’ve come to the conclusion, (after giving a listen to some (SoundCloud artists) I deduce that what  appeals to today’s listeners is urban, rap and EDM  (Some of it is okay, but it looks like those types of music are get the lion’s share of attention. Honestly, I have no  interest in compromising my acoustic, organic “Pure” poetic style to  appeal to  mostly “soulless” people abide in  the  “sheep- heard”-mentality. I’m inspired by nature and “pure” things and Jewel, Joni Mitchell and the Wilson sisters, (of Heart) have moved me as well as Christian artists such as Amy Grant,  Jennifer Knapp,  Brooke Fraser of (Hillsong).    

After listening to what appeals to people currently, I’m wondering if I’m a dinosaur and intimate  acoustic-driven Folk is just out of style! I hate RAP and i I dislike the robotic  auto-tuned vocal sound and  the cheap sounding hip-hop drum sound of these new artists. I even find the production of  some of current Christian and Worship artists repulsive. And I wonder if the secular rock arena-styled videos with the blinding spotlights and smoke honor and reverence God at all. Of course, God can use anything to draw people to Himself, but in these trying times of confusion, hatred and violence, the music industry needs artists who truly are spiritual movers and shakers. We’re losing our young people to drugs, suicide and  spiritual detachment. Apart from Jesus Christ, the Messiah of the universe, humanity cannot be saved. 

That being said, Marty, I’m sure this obscure place I’ve had to  endure for 20 years is because the music trend has drastically changed from the  Singer-songwriter female styling, of the 70s and 80’s  I’m not edgy and I’m not in your-face. Ia; a little bit corny, a little sweet and truly honest1 This is a revelation I received today from the Holy Spirit as i pondered how to answer your email:)   

   I am a journalist-poet, expressing my ideas through my limited  Taylor  acoustic guitar, inspired by the losses, hardships, enigmas and joys of the broken people, I’d met in my ministry journeys. That is who I am and I cannot and will not compromise this treasure to appeal to the  soulless and narcissistic  masses.      If Christ has moved you through this transparent  discourse I would be blessed. If you’re interested in working with a Gospel artist on a different song, let me know;)    blessings to you and thank you for your time, Marty!
Warmly,reverend Anita Ivette

Brave Flame Productions and Outreach
Here is my website if you are interested in my other songs and my ministry journey,

https://anitaivetteferrerasburyparkangel.org/home

This reckoning has a long time coming.. Thanks to female musician-entrepreneur CEO, the gifted Bree Noble, WOS, Women of Sustenance radio, a divine opportunity has come for me to leap a giant step forward! It took me by surprise that her team chose a handful of my original songs which they deemed as intimate and relevant to their high standards. I was amazed to hear the excellency and polish of all the female artists that Bree spins on her program and I am humbled and excited of the coming opportunities because of being part of the WOS family! Thank you Bree for your very needed and award-winning platform and family. God bless you and your amazing team of gifted gals!

Would you pray about sowing into my music ministry? I thank those of you, (you all know who you are) who supported and believed in my gift over the years. Would you pass this website link on to anyone you know who needs support and has, or is enduring a great crisis. I also ask, for those of you who have marketing skills and are Christ-minded for evangelism and restoration-healing for the broken, to assist me in this great calling! Feel free to visit my Guestbook and send me a note! may God bless and prosper you and your family.

DEAR DOCTOR 

So, it’s going on 14 years since being diagnosed with Dystonia. It’s hard to believe that I’d become so intimately acquainted withe the innumerable nuances of this vicious “movement’ disorder and different nerves and systems. I wrote my first article in 2011, fully expecting this staggering battle would be won. In my desperate search for a cure, (and finding out a decade later that the cure would not be a quick fix) I feel very qualified to share what I have learned and applied to my healing (survival) protocol.

This article is a sort of dissertation medical dissertation about doctors. I don’t pass judgment to them regarding their choice of protocol for their patients, but I do criticize the lack of empathy and willingness to diligently research and study new medical breakthroughs and holistic modalities. Most of the medical entities embrace only orthodox procedures and surgeries medical as dictated by their medical encyclopedia.

My opinions and observations stated here re based on the treatments efficacy and health results by my many former MDs, chiropractors, Osteopaths, dentists , Neurologists, Specialists and natural-holistic practitioners. My information is also complied from the experiences and testimonies from suffering and misdiagnosed people on the Lyme Disease, Mercury Detox, Mold illness and Dystonia Facebook groups.

I also base my opinions on the negligent and orthodox treatments of my late beloved father and mother and other dear friends, (many of who died in their fifties)!

It boggles my mind that in spite of living in one of the most technically and “so-called” medically -advanced nations in the world, Americans are among the worse in physical wellness and vigor.. I’ve found the American medical system is terribly lacking and our population as a whole is sickly and extremely vulnerable to any and all viruses and pandemics.

My hell started when I was diagnosed with Lyme Disease in 1992. I was prescribed 31 consecutive days of intravenous Rosphin antibiotic at Reviewer Hospital, Red Bank, NJ. I was never given a script or told to take probiotics. l felt much better after the treatment, but started to feel very rundown, weak and foggy-brained after 3 months. follow up tests showed Lyme had came back full force and another different round of antobiotics were prescribed. The Amoxicillin was a high dose and to be taken for a full month also. Again, I felt better, but after a few months, a felt a strange sensation like my body was being poisoned. I gained weight even eating sparsely and madly exercising,. I craved pasta and bread. I felt so toxic, I could barely function. I knew something was terribly wrong and I am forever grateful that a new neighbor who became a kind friend recommended me to see her wonderful chiropractor, Dr Kelly in Lakewood.

Dr Kelly turned out to be one of the very practitioners who truly were concerned and wanted to see me be totally restored. He admired my desire to minister and also see people walking in vibrant health and discounted his services and supplements. He told me that I should have been on probiotics for the Lyme antibiotic treatment because the gut flora is severely disturbed and the lining becomes overwhelmed by bad bacteria, causing Cadidasis. It took tow years of fighting my cravings for starch and recover from brain fog, depression and toxic ill health.

I’d like to report that I was on to realizing my dream of being a successful singer0pngwriter, but that antobiotic season was the catalyst of suffering from chronic miserable bronchitis and Pnumonia episodes. I won’t ever forget coughing my brains out night after night because of the choking bronchial sputum. Then I was almost died because o my very ancient heater dying and sending carbon monoxide into my apartment instead of heat!

What a relief to marry my husband Mark in 2005 after a glorious honeymoon on a luxury cruise! I thought my troubles were over and I was set on recording my forth album, Mod Prophet with my lead guitarist and other guest musicians. I was an exciting time. Suicidal bronchitis nights were far behind. A year and a half into married life, Mark read a health article about how toxic silver amalgam fillings were to the body. He chose a local dentist, (who we found out years later, didn’t use the HAZMAT protocol for Mercury), who reomoved my one filling an a couple of his.

Within a week, my neck and throat muscles were pulsing in a bizarre way and after a month became very uncomfortable. Two months later, the Platysma muscles was pulling on my TMJ jaw joints. In 2007, Mark took me to see our local primary care physician who diagnosed me with Dystonia. That Dystonia nightmare continues today.

This Dystonia, which the amalgam removal caused, was responsible for completely dislocating my jaw joints. The misalignment destroyed all the cartilage, causing excruciating pain for months. My desperate research brought me to the wonderful Dr Jeffrey Brown, a TMJ specialists. (By this time, we had been through about 4 different dentists and even Dr Rasa, Environmental Illness MD. Red Bank, NJ who specialized in Dr Dietrick Klinghardt’s mercury Detox protocol). The treatment was very costly and also not covered by our insurance and we got deeper into debt with still no explanation of what was causing the violent, jaw, neck and throat spasms!

I constantly researched medical and dental website for knowledge and for relief from my often-disabling symptoms and staggering fatigue. The constant jerking wore me out by mid=day and I became very depressed that I could barely continue my performing and music ministry endeavors. Nor did I feel inspired or motivated to even find a publisher my book, Arise From the Grave picture book series.

My online research, did bring me some hope through meeting and being treated by the wonderful Dr Jeffrey Bron, TMJ Sleep center in Falls Church, MD. The treatment was costly though, to get fit for and purchase a $6,000 mouth TMJ appliance, (which was supposed to reset the dislocated jaw joint and give relief.. I was also grieved and shocked to financially see the results of the jaw issue via my MRI. A jaw surgeon said I would have to have surgery, but there no guarantee that my spams wouldn’t dislocate the jaw joints again!

After all the disappointments and non-successful treatments, (and resisting the temptation to be addicted to pain-killers and dangerous drugs or Botox), I realized that I’d have to tackle this giant alone and find my own answers. I have to tell you, the often, I’ve felt hopeless and that I’d be suffering and getting worse, but I had to fight that inclination by prayer and asking God for help.

Here a a video of how bad the spams became because of misdiagnosis:

In the researching of the anatomy of my brain, jaw joints, nervous system, ( especially the Enteric nervous system), I gained an astounding understanding of why my body was acting the wy it did. That understanding was very empowering and I felt a responsibility to share this knowledge with other precious, incredibly suffering and baffled people of the Facebook groups. It was confirmed that the root cause of most of these neurological, digestive, respiratory and even brain issues occur because of a sever gut disruption, (Which Dr Richard Schulze has stated about any illness.).

When the Dystonia situation progressed into a severe breathing issue this past year, my research into the Vaguss and Phrenic nerve system revealed astounding information on how chronic inflammation can weaken or immobilize the breathing apparatus. The many years of ignoring my gut health has created a serious BIOFILM issue which affects all the major systems of the body. I found this all out, not by any doctors explain how my nody work, but my aggressive research.

If anything positive comes out of this article, and people take their health into their own hands first, (asking God for wisdom) my suffering was worth it. I say to many of these doctors who diagnosed and treated me, “Shame of you,” for not explaining to us about probiotic’s efficacy while receiving antibiotic treatment. When that gut flora is disturbed, it changes, bringing the body into a disastrous caldron of deadly bacteria, A biofilm is composed of attached microbial cells encased within a matrix of extracellular polymeric secretions (EPS), which surround and protect cells. The EPS matrix is typically composed of polysaccharides, proteins, lipids, and extracellular DNA. I believe Biofilm is the crux of almost every disease.

I’m grateful that God has blessed me with the ability to study and understand some of these complex medical and anatomical websites and information. Most of my fellow Mold Illness and mercury people suffer brain-fog and couldn’t possibly decipher and compose health articles. If you are suffering from a mysterious and complicated illness I hope this article inspires you to participate in your own recovery. If you are too mentally-incapacitated by brain-fog to recsearch, ask a friend or spouse to help out. Take notes on your symptoms. Chronicle your storm episodes and research that body part and its function so when you do find a doctor that is compassionate and listens, you will be well-informed and educated about your anatomy and the way your body functions.

I wish you Godspeed and great health as you forge forward in your health journey.

One more thing, do not only trust your doctor. If he doesn’t listen to you, find one who will.

Here are some key supplements you may wish to research

Digestive enzymes, Prebiotics, Probiotics, Olive leaf, EDTA, Chlorella, Spirulina, Mangosteen Juice, Noni Juice, Acai, Juice, Moringa Powder

TRUTH or CONSEQUENCES 

Here we are, a mere month and a few days before the elections. Controversy and conjecture are the norm as the battle rages between good and evil. I wake up each day, remembering that I must work hard to keep my peace and not be dissuaded from truth-seeking , while many of my fellow American citizens fall into the cavern of anxiety, fear., indifference and/or complacency.
       
Jesus did warn us And ye shall hear of wars and rumours of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet. Mat 24:6 Most importantly The wisdom book of Proverbs 4:23 states, Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it [are] the issues of life.

Today, out of the blue, I recalled a 70’s game show, hosted by Bob Barker called Truth or Consequences. How apropos that God should bring this title to my remembrance because it is the topic we prayer warriors should be urgently concerned as fake monumental decisions are executed without our knowledge or permission.

With the passing of justice, Ruth Bader Ginsberg, our president’s concern of course, is that the next justice be conservative. That should be the most important aspect. But we face the urgent issue of forced vaccinations and the current lock-down crisis which has had had devastating consequences on our economy and the emotional well-being of our children and citizens.

We know these facts from our conservative and Christian reporting agencies, particularly from FOX network, (who, by the way is headed by globalist, Rupert Murdock). Tucker Carlson happens to to be hanging by a thread because of his staunch adherence to report very succinctly the truth. I believe Tucker has never been afraid to question or seek diligently the truth, as all of us intercessors should be. Staunch truth seekers are being censored and an example is Faulkner Harri’s recent interview with Newt Gingrich. The next day, there was no explanation or apology for the interruption.

Folks, we shouldn’t be afraid to question or leaders or be afraid that we will be ex communicated or fired. Innumerable Christian and conservative reporting platforms have been demonetized and/or deleted from YouTube. The first target was Alex Jones, InfoWars and he has been viciously attacked. We should be very concerned about where we, the people, will get true news from if we don’t have a strategy. Our Bible reminds us,

24 For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect. Mat 24:4

Beloved prayer warriors, now is not the time to be bedazzled by luminous false prophets who are teaching how to astro project and engage in time travel. Many are wearing certain bracelets and I wonder if our brothers and sisters are asking Holy Spirit if it’s okay.

A reminder, how earnestly and diligently did the sons and daughters of the most high God, Jehovah,. examine the fruit of then running senator Barak Obama. Did we wait on Holy Spirit’s divine counsel on such an imperative matter of our next commander in Chief’s devotion to God, God’s commandments and our Constitution? We made a deadly mistake, bringing damning consequences to America.

My beloved pastor, Augusto Perez, mentioned on his radio program how he believed integrity was the most important
attribute when he was judging a person\s character. Being gifted and/or having high intellect was never a factor in deciding on a godly prospective candidate for a leadership position in his ministry.This man of God knows the importance of Godly integrity and sadly, this is an attribute that we intercessors need more teaching, guidance and revelation about.

The Return convocation (Sept 26,& 27 2020) was an excellent and timely spiritual event sorely needed for our nation. True repentance should be our diligent and passionate mandate. We all should be repenting, for marrying the wrong spouse, for pursuing a degree that Father did not equip us for because our parents would be angry, for voting a candidate into office because our parents voted for a certain party. He should repent for voting into office candidates who support the barbarism of abortion (partial-birth) and the ruthless, blood-thirsty child sex trade.

We should be diligently researching and praying about (asking  Holy Spirit for  divine revelation about a candidate, judge or president ) and wait for His answer. There’s a lot of praying but not enough waiting. There are over a hundred scriptures on waiting on God. My husband and I both have suffered many negative consequences for rushing ahead because we made decisions in haste or by acquiescing to the pressure and or intimidation of friends, business acquaintances and even Christian brethren.

Let us be wary and diligent and learn a lesson from Abraham and Sara who rushed ahead of God to make a baby and received an Ishmael. May we be mindful to understand the implications of surrendering to our fleshy and foolish desires. As we stand at the precipice of utter destruction, (where there will be no turning back), let us approach the throne room of grace with great humility, repentance and reverence

Prayer
Holy, Heavenly Father Jehovah
Draw us ever nearer to you as we await Your divine and perfect guidance and will for our nation’s destiny as well as the future of our children’s and grandchildren’s providence, in Jesus name, amen!
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The Anointing, His Presence

Anita Ivette Ferrer

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Praise and worship collection during my difficult health journey. Jazzy-folly and pop rock Gospel originals.

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GROOVE

Anita Ivette Ferrer

Christian jazz hip-hop, neo soul and pop-urban . Special guest producer, Reverend Kevin Nunn, Cross Row Productions.

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Teach us to number our days that we may apply our hearts to wisdom. KJV” - Moses

— The Bible

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Lead Guitarist, Chris Durante

Guitar Artistry

So,  I met Chris Durante at a church picnic in the summer of 1989 and he asked me if I would front his  Christian hard Rock Band, The Promise. I was just a folk soprano who sang a capella with twin sisters in ursing homes. Who knew that God was preparing me for greater ministry and service  to people through my non profit Brave Flame  Productions.  Chris 's artistry has embellished most of my songs and albums over the years and  we are grateful for the influence and inspiration of the the Holy Spirit through us frail and fragile instruments!

John Mulrenan, producer-engineer, Acorn Digital, Howell, NJ has also been a long-time friend and music partner. He has lent his artistry to my projects on keyboards, piano, bass and programming.  His expertise has been invaluable. He is an underrated and transcendent talent!

And last, but not least is my  talented  husband, Mark, who has been my sound engineer.since we married. His extensive  experience  doing sound for NJ's best  bands has been  a valuable asset to my music. Bless God for giving me such a devoted  husband!

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serving people/filling needs

All People Matter

From singing and comforting elderly, lonely people to mentoring kids from  challenged family backgrounds, Anita understands people.

God Loves People

Areas of Ministry

1982  Nursing Home Ministry

1989   Maximum Security Prisons & Correctional Facilities

The Promise Christian Band

1998   Love in the Name of Christ  Christian non-Profit

Coordinator: Just the Right Touch

One on One Mentoring,  Helping  welfare recipients & displaced homemakers transition to the work force, supplying appropriate business clothing & resumes & mentoring, 

Youth Advocate YAP, Youth Advocate Program.

Mentoring youth in social & life skills: liaison between parents/guardians  with  social service agencies

2002 Vocal & Guitar Instructor 

Beginner to advance vocal instruction

2002-2017  Telephone Book distributor PDC

2005  Brave Flame Productions & Outreach inception non-profit entity

Homeless outreach, food & Clothing, Evangelism, Hospice & Bedside  Ministry, Funeral and Wake Ministry

Music & Entertainment 

Church & Family Events, Private Corporate functions,  First Communion & Baptism  events