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       Anita met Jesus Christ in a tiny Pentecostal church in Silverton, NJ on a Sunday night in April. 1982. A shy non-practicing Catholic girl, in bondage for many years and haunted by many ghosts of  abuse, rape, shame and hopelessness. A glorious healing light burst through that night, even though she trembled under the growling, accusing voice of the  tattoo-biceped, ex marine, who slammed his fist on his  worn pulpit. His glittering black eyes bore through her.

   "If you die tonight in a car accident.. Will you go to heaven or burn in hell?"

       She declared the salvation prayer and in that small church, Anita finally found a loving, accepting family that she had always wanted. She bloomed, making up for many lost years, enrolling in college  and graduating at the top of her class, Magna cum laude.  The earning of that degree was interrupted though, by the courtship with a demented man who threatened to kill her if she didn't marry him.  That domestic violent season which lasted almost two years   nearly took away her  exuberant faith and  new-found  nursing home ministry. But Christ never abandoned her.

Healing took place and resilience set her back on track. She met  lead guitarist, Chris Durante at a church picnic where he invited her to front his Christian rock band with him. The Lord began to hone Anita in her new role as lead vocalist-lyricist of "The Promise" and Chris, her and the band shared the Gospel of Christ to the NJ, PA and NY maximum security prisons, family festivals and community showcases.

Anita also grew in leadership positions, teaching behavior modification classes at Nutri-System Weight Loss Centers and as a youth advocate for  Youth Advocate Program. Just as she was enjoying her life, strange and debilitating  symptoms sent her to the hospital where she was given a diagnosis of Lyme disease. 1992 was riddled with hospital intravaneous Rosephin  treatments and Amomoxicillin antibiotic.

The next several years, with her immune system breaking down and battling many episodes of bronchial infections she almost died from carbon monoxide poisoning from her apartment's broken heater. The carbon monoxide did serious damage to her brain and deep depression set in and she was unable to sustain employment.

 But God wasn't finished with her yet. She found herself once more with hope and found another accepting family at non-profit Christian outreach,  Love in the Name of Christ, in the Fall of 1998.  Executive Director,  Carolyn Eyerman and project Manager, Joan Hodem saw  things in Anita she never knew she had. The six years there taught her even more about people and serving their needs. This was also where her journey with the guitar started!

Finding a Cure for Dystonia

Finding a Cure for Dystonia

Finding a Cure For Dystonia

Finding a Cure for dystonia

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Joy in the Journey

Giant Slayer

Chasing 'em down, one at a time...

So, Anita Ivette Ferrer, was a gentle and fragile girl, easily frightened by the Outer Limits electricity monster and intimidated by her mother's raging temper tandtrums. Nonetheless, she had a dream. She sketched and sang and composed poetry  in careful calligraphy hand.

 A traumatic and threatening  encounter with a bullying classmate in her favorite art class shattered her pre-conceived notion that people were kind and could be trusted. The bullying continued till graduation day and she wore her cloak of shame and rejection like a weighted anchor. Doors don't swing open wide for  those who've suffered bullying,  abuse, poverty and/or molestation.

 But  in  April of 1982, Jesus Christ  opened wide  the door of grace and Anita walked through. Decades of deeply ingrained traumas and negative events were assuagged and she began to see more clearly that she had worth and God had a plan for her life..

Enrolling at Brookdale Community College, Anita  discovered that door of favor swung wide open and she rediscovered her poetry, singing and art. No longer fearful and distrusting of people, she was deeply curious and disturbed about injustice and social issues. er professors were impressed with her  empathy and passion to pursue studies in the humanities. Graduating with high honors despite great financial hardship and a violent failed, marriage, Anita knew that the best was yet to come.

     Anita's journey with Christ led her to chase and slay many giants, particularly health.  Lyme Disease  came in 1992 and then  carbon monoxide poisoning almost took her life in  1997.All during this time, Anita chronicled her life events through  her journaling and then came an invitation to learn the guitar.

   Her health lost it;s resilience from the damaging environmental assaults on her nervous system, but her love for composing songs and performing continued. Then were  menntoring broken women,  youth outreach and hospice. Outwardly, it looked as if Anita's continual suffering and down-spiraling health would  diminish her calling, but herdevotion and trust in Christ's promises was her saving grace and anchor.

Despite her present and most daunting giant, oromandibular-TMJ Dystonia from mercury poisoning, she continues to sing, write about and express her gratitude of facing death...and helping others to live!

Anita hopes to find a cure for the Dystonia so that she can travel and tour, speaking and singing about overcoming and getting better with age.Her heart beats for the glorious expectation of God's best through her. She hopes that her music and art will provoke intimacy with Christ and a deep empathy for hurt and broken people. She champions the  underrdog because she is a giant slayer.


In these turbulent and uncertain times, I must focus on peace.  I am a warrior-soldier, serving under  my commander-in-chef,  Jesus Christ.








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This is my 16th year ministering in song and praise declarations, God’s Good News of the Gospel. Glorious Traditional hymns and my worship originals. CDs and hand-beaded jewelry available for purchase.m in SUPPORT of our ministry. Laying on of hands for healing & deliverance will be available by our special pastors, Sandra Gonzalez & Frank Hurley.

My amazing and gifted hubby, Mark will be engineering the sound. See Less


Provides emergency Food packages for challenged individual or families

Provides bedside visitation and prayer for terminally ill

Provides  inspirational  Christian material, (books, DVDS, CDS) for discipleship

Provides edifying and counseling for new and young Christian believers

Provides Music. speaking and educational outreaches to churches, schools and correctional-maximum security facilities

Provides entertainment & visitation for nursing home & assistant living centers

Teaching beginning to advanced voice and beginning to intermediate guitar to children and adults

Brave Flame was incepted in 1992

Anita Ivette Ferrer and her husband, Mark depend on faithful partners to support the great needs of the   Monmouth, Ocean and Burlington County areas. We covet your financial gifts and prayers.  Anita’s exquisite hand-beaded necklaces, chokers, bracelets and ankle bracelets will be avail for sale at her concerts. You’ll find something special for that lady of any age in your life.  Anita also has her wonderful music CDs


Shabbat Shalom to my beloved brothers and sisters, daughters of the mot High God Jehovah and the ruling authority on this earth. I remind you of your spiritual identity, worth and destiny in Christ, Christ in you, the hope of Glory.

As I woke up to prepare for my intercessors conference call, a close brother called to ask for special prayer for a sister overwhelmed and distraught about world events and particularly about her job bosses requiring employees to take the Franken shot. I, myself, being sensitive, could be very tempted to fall apart and succumb to the swirl of raging world events.

Listening to my pastor, Augusto’ Perrez’s , End Times Report broadcast last night didn’t assuage my increasing concern for our fellow Americans in Afghanistan nor the many people in Mark and my inner circle who have already taken the jab. As Mark and I continue to listen to reports from the most respected and knowledgeable doctors and scientists across the board who are explaining the constituents of the shots and how they affect the body, our hearts become faint.

The mainstream reporting platforms continue to lie and mislead the public into the belief that the Franken shots are safe. Amazingly, the truth can be found, but people refuse to search diligently for truth. I’m grateful for the whistle-blowers who continue to blow the trumpet, (so to speak),

Ezekiel’s watchman call

33 The word of the Lord came to me: “Son of man, speak to your people and say to them: ‘When I bring the sword against a land, and the people of the land choose one of their men and make him their watchman, and he sees the sword coming against the land and blows the trumpet to warn the people, then if anyone hears the trumpet but does not heed the warning and the sword comes and takes their life, their blood will be on their own head. Since they heard the sound of the trumpet but did not heed the warning, their blood will be on their own head. If they had heeded the warning, they would have saved themselves. But if the watchman sees the sword coming and does not blow the trumpet to warn the people and the sword comes and takes someone’s life, that person’s life will be taken because of their sin, but I will hold the watchman accountable for their blood.’ NIV

I’m not a watchman, but I am a journalist, called to share truth.

Now more than ever, God’s people must watch and pray. I have already published many posts about researching, yet Mark and I continue to be amazed at how many people get angry when offered truth and many refuse to do their research. They put their trust in the mainstream media and social platform who are ruled by demonic moguls led by Bill Gates, George Soros and Klaus Schwab. I implore you to listen to my pastor’s most recent broadcast.

. Doctors explain Graphene Oxide in the shots.and I took the liberty to find out what it is and how it affects our bodies. One description I found:

The physical properties of Graphene have been documented recently and we have known that the sea of electrons in the 2 dimensional layer of SP 2 hybridized carbon atoms cause graphene to act both as electrical and thermal conductors. In contrast, graphene oxide, an oxidized graphene sheet with carboxylic acid at the edges and phenol hydroxyl and epoxide groups on the basal plane. is generally considered to be an insulating material. Why would we want our bodies to contain a substance that acts as an electrical and thermal conductor? My pastor mentioned that 5G would be the activator of the Graphene Oxide in our bodies

I also found a medical website giving more detail on Graphene Oxide for those of you into medicine and/or science:


That all being said, I ask Father, “What ca I do?

I remembered the Israelites seeing the plagues fall upon the Egyptians. They were certainly aware and clearly saw the devastation of the locusts, frogs and pestilence. Yet, God protected them from the horrors and they were safe in their Goshen. Even when the angel of death came, the blood on the lintels protected them as Jesus blood protects us today!

As I wept for all the suffering, fearful and confused people Holy Spirit reminded me of my role as encourager and worshiper-Psalmist. Jesus’ words echosd in my heart. I encourage you to declare and meditate on these words today and forever.

In the meantime

Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. 29 Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am [a]gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. Mat 11 28$ 29

Let not your heart be troubled, You believe in God, believe also in me John 14:1

Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled; do not be afraid. John 14:27

And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. Rev 21:4

These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world. John

The Spirit of truth, will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come. John 16:13

Take Responsibility and Do Your Research! 

I am coming across many people on Facebook who seem to resist good reporting and information from conservative sources and reputable sources. The Bible says, “My people perish for lack of Knowledge. Hosea 4:1

What are the implications of forsaking knowledge- wisdom? Are we hungry for wisdom that nourishes our soul and protects us from danger and destruction?

The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom: and the knowledge of the holy is understanding. [11] For by me thy days shall be multiplied, and the years of thy life shall be increased. [12] If thou be wise, thou shalt be wise for thyself: but if thou scornest, thou alone shalt bear it. Prov 9:10 KJV

I found the Passion translation to be a more concise expository|

0 The starting point for acquiring wisdom is to be consumed with awe as you worship Yahweh.
    To receive the revelation of the Holy One,  you must come to the one who has living-understanding.. Wisdom will extend your life, making every year more fruitful than the one before.
12 So it is to your advantage to be wise. But to ignore the counsel of wisdom is to invite trouble into your life. Passion trans.

It all boils down to our choices and and habits being good, better or best.

We New Covenant Christians have been given the gift of choice and as Paul states in 1 Corin. 10:23 You say, “I am allowed to do anything”—but not everything is good for you. You say, “I am allowed to do anything”—but not everything is beneficial.

We can see in Daniel Chapter 1 Daniel, Hananiah, Mishael and Azariah. were chosen from the captives and were allotted their nutrition from the Kings table, wine and delicacies. But Daniel resolved not to defile himself with the royal food and wine, and he asked the chief official for permission not to defile himself this way. Daniel had favor from the chief official and reasoned with him to examine the physical demeanor of him and his friends to see their radiance from eating a pure diet of pulse and drinking only water.

After the ten days, the young men’s appearance looked healthier than those who ate the kings diet.

We can all argue about our Christian freedom to do anything we wish. I will not waste time making arguments, ( the Bible tells us to avoid strife and arguments), which is futile because we cannot win people to our logic, only the Holy Spirit can convict if an action or habit is damaging to the body , our temple) . But from thirty-five years of experience and ministering in Hospice and funerals, almost all of the people died because they lived life of poor dietary choices and/or had harmful addictions. My own beloved, belated parents died unnaturally. My mother was obese and addicted to fast food and my father blindly obeyed his doctor who had him on many dangerous pharmaceuticals. Rather than control his high blood pressure by diet exercise and pure foods, he suffered incredibly and endured many painful surgeries.

Watching my mother ebb away from Dementia was even ore emotionally staggering than my own battle with Mercury Poisoning, Lyme and mold illness. My mother continued to eat ham, fried foods and bakery sweets, disregarding My husband Mark and my counsel. It was absolutely exhausted and devastating to spend time with her at the nursing home, where her last days were spent immobile in her bed and devoid of the ability to speak! So much for eating and doing whatever we want.

My quest continues and I’m passionate to urge others to live wisely, abstaining from unnatural and toxic environments and ask Holy Spirit for guidance to live a joyful and healthy life. He knows what’s best for us, after all. Seeing the great suffering of my family members. friends and the many people I’ve met and ministered to during my ministry travels grieves me. But worse yet, when they ignore or mock Mark and my advice.

And not to offend anyone, It isn’t a good witness to be overweight, smoking and addicted to pot. I began my quest for vibrant longevity in my early twenties, and though besieged by some deadly illnesses, I’m still alive, kicking and fruitful in my music ministry. I hope after reading this blog, you will make a life-changing decision to avidly seek wisdom, knowledge and godly information from Christian and conservatiuve platforms.

The mainstream social platforms and news reporting Moguls have a demonic agenda, not to strengthen or nurture our youth, marriages or families, but to weaken and collapse our nation if you choose to ignore this truth, you will find yourself and your family in terrible, unescapable bondage.

Commit to Jesus Christ today and ask Him to be the lord and Savior of your life. Ask him to remove your fear and empower you with courage. I say this especially to women, as we are much more timid when and intima dated . I used to be very fearful of angry people, raised by volatile parents and bullying fellow students. Watching heart-ponding Sci-Fi movies helped me to tolerate violence.

Folks, we are in the End Times and we need to face it is not a time to bury our heads in the sand or curl up in a fetal position in our beds. As Josuah and Caleb were called to confront the vicious heathen armies, we are called for courage in our spiritual warfare.

Be Strong and of a courage, for Jesus is always with you!

Oh, by the way, the reason I displayed that beautiful picture of a glorious baked ham is because that is Satan’s way of disguising seemingly harmless things, when in fact they could be tainted or even dangerous. If you do your diligent research on reputable health websites, you’ll discover that our poultry, meats and even fish are farm-raised, (meaning they are blasted with antibiotics and hormones). If I’ve gotten your attention and you want to really be fastidious about maintaining excellent, vibrant health (and a sober, clear mind), you’ll find God set down parameters for His people to follow healthy dietary guidelines. There were clean and unclean meats and swine was an unclean animal, as is most bottom feeders. I confess to enjoying shrimp and catfish, which are both unclean and vow to abstain to avoid parasites and bacteria that would affect the integrity of my gut. 

  Go ahead, enjoy your ham and bacon. Several years ago, Mark’s sister in law’s father just had open heart surgery. Mark asked Him, “So Vito, did your doctor put you on a new, healthy regimen?” Vito answered, “Hell no. Ima gonna have my Kielbasa.” He died several months later.  

Appearance Ministries http://theappearance.com Pastor Augusto Perez Pastor and Watchman discussess and informs via his weekly programs . Mailbag Show Tuesday nights @ & pm

Deborah Tavares Stop the Crime: Watchwoman and investigative reporter on criminal activities against humanities. http://www.stopthecrime.net/deb.html

Mike Adams, Health Ranger An amazing and compassionate man concerned about health nutrition, medical sciences and the environment, https://www.healthranger.com/index.asp

Dr Pat Holiday https://miracleinternetchurch.com A anointed, authoritative pastor with expertise in Environmental, (directed Energy Warfare & Targeting) Spiritual deliverance and Christian Discipleship. Check out her powerful Morgellon’s Disease program https://miracleinternetchurch.com/pastor/

Info Wars Alex Jones Investigating reporter has been maligned and targeted for decades This man is one of the mot courageous and gets the job done regarding facing and opposing the demonic forces and entities presently assaulting the American people. He is also connected with a bevy of scientists, physicians and Conservative leaders who come and report their findings and research on his program. Because he is under such attack, he has to change his internet location regularly because of hackers.

America’s Voice An amazing conservative reporting platform. The TRUTH https://americasvoice.news/

The Hagmann Report https://www.hagmannreport.com/ Alternative and conservative new reporting

Celeste Solum Watch woman and health Christ centered interactive news and health https://celestialreport.com/

Jim Bakker Show https://jimbakkershow.com/ End Times pastor-Evangelist informs us of current events. Prepper products avail.

Joel Skousen https://www.joelskousen.com Joel Skousen is a world-renowned expert in home security and Constitutional law. Joel, who publishes a weekly comprehensive analysis of world affair

Dr. Sherry Tenpenny https://www.drtenpenny.com/ A doctor and voice of reason about vaccines and current events

Joni Table Talk https://www.daystar.tv/joni-table-talk A lively and sometimes unpredictable half hour talk show, Joni Table Talk (hosted by co-founder of Daystar Television Joni Lamb) tackles a wide range of relevant issues, controversial subjects and hard hitting news topics with candor and wit.

Tucker Carlson http://www.tuckercarlson.com/ Tucker Carlson currently serves as the host of FOX News Channel’s (FNC) Tucker Carlson Tonight (weekdays 8PM/ET). He joined the network in 2009 as a contributor. He features powerful analysis and spirited debates with guests from across the political and cultural spectrum. Bringing his signature style to tackle issues largely uncovered by the media, Carlson challenges political correctness and media bias.

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Praise and worship collection during my difficult health journey. Jazzy-folly and pop rock Gospel originals.

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Christian jazz hip-hop, neo soul and pop-urban . Special guest producer, Reverend Kevin Nunn, Cross Row Productions.

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Teach us to number our days that we may apply our hearts to wisdom. KJV” - Moses

— The Bible


Finding a Cure for DystoniA

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Lead Guitarist, Chris Durante

Guitar Artistry

So,  I met Chris Durante at a church picnic in the summer of 1989 and he asked me if I would front his  Christian hard Rock Band, The Promise. I was just a folk soprano who sang a capella with twin sisters in ursing homes. Who knew that God was preparing me for greater ministry and service  to people through my non profit Brave Flame  Productions.  Chris 's artistry has embellished most of my songs and albums over the years and  we are grateful for the influence and inspiration of the the Holy Spirit through us frail and fragile instruments!

John Mulrenan, producer-engineer, Acorn Digital, Howell, NJ has also been a long-time friend and music partner. He has lent his artistry to my projects on keyboards, piano, bass and programming.  His expertise has been invaluable. He is an underrated and transcendent talent!

And last, but not least is my  talented  husband, Mark, who has been my sound engineer.since we married. His extensive  experience  doing sound for NJ's best  bands has been  a valuable asset to my music. Bless God for giving me such a devoted  husband!

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serving people/filling needs

All People Matter

From singing and comforting elderly, lonely people to mentoring kids from  challenged family backgrounds, Anita understands people.

God Loves People

Areas of Ministry

1982  Nursing Home Ministry

1989   Maximum Security Prisons & Correctional Facilities

The Promise Christian Band

1998   Love in the Name of Christ  Christian non-Profit

Coordinator: Just the Right Touch

One on One Mentoring,  Helping  welfare recipients & displaced homemakers transition to the work force, supplying appropriate business clothing & resumes & mentoring, 

Youth Advocate YAP, Youth Advocate Program.

Mentoring youth in social & life skills: liaison between parents/guardians  with  social service agencies

2002 Vocal & Guitar Instructor 

Beginner to advance vocal instruction

2002-2017  Telephone Book distributor PDC

2005  Brave Flame Productions & Outreach inception non-profit entity

Homeless outreach, food & Clothing, Evangelism, Hospice & Bedside  Ministry, Funeral and Wake Ministry

Music & Entertainment 

Church & Family Events, Private Corporate functions,  First Communion & Baptism  events