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THE CALLING

       Anita met Jesus Christ in a tiny Pentecostal church in Silverton, NJ on a Sunday night in April. 1982. A shy non-practicing Catholic girl, in bondage for many years and haunted by many ghosts of  abuse, rape, shame and hopelessness. A glorious healing light burst through that night, even though she trembled under the growling, accusing voice of the  tattoo-biceped, ex marine, who slammed his fist on his  worn pulpit. His glittering black eyes bore through her.

   "If you die tonight in a car accident.. Will you go to heaven or burn in hell?"

       She declared the salvation prayer and in that small church, Anita finally found a loving, accepting family that she had always wanted. She bloomed, making up for many lost years, enrolling in college  and graduating at the top of her class, Magna cum laude.  The earning of that degree was interrupted though, by the courtship with a demented man who threatened to kill her if she didn't marry him.  That domestic violent season which lasted almost two years   nearly took away her  exuberant faith and  new-found  nursing home ministry. But Christ never abandoned her.

Healing took place and resilience set her back on track. She met  lead guitarist, Chris Durante at a church picnic where he invited her to front his Christian rock band with him. The Lord began to hone Anita in her new role as lead vocalist-lyricist of "The Promise" and Chris, her and the band shared the Gospel of Christ to the NJ, PA and NY maximum security prisons, family festivals and community showcases.

Anita also grew in leadership positions, teaching behavior modification classes at Nutri-System Weight Loss Centers and as a youth advocate for  Youth Advocate Program. Just as she was enjoying her life, strange and debilitating  symptoms sent her to the hospital where she was given a diagnosis of Lyme disease. 1992 was riddled with hospital intravaneous Rosephin  treatments and Amomoxicillin antibiotic.

The next several years, with her immune system breaking down and battling many episodes of bronchial infections she almost died from carbon monoxide poisoning from her apartment's broken heater. The carbon monoxide did serious damage to her brain and deep depression set in and she was unable to sustain employment.

 But God wasn't finished with her yet. She found herself once more with hope and found another accepting family at non-profit Christian outreach,  Love in the Name of Christ, in the Fall of 1998.  Executive Director,  Carolyn Eyerman and project Manager, Joan Hodem saw  things in Anita she never knew she had. The six years there taught her even more about people and serving their needs. This was also where her journey with the guitar started!

Finding a Cure for Dystonia

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Giant Slayer

Chasing 'em down, one at a time...

So, Anita Ivette Ferrer, was a gentle and fragile girl, easily frightened by the Outer Limits electricity monster and intimidated by her mother's raging temper tandtrums. Nonetheless, she had a dream. She sketched and sang and composed poetry  in careful calligraphy hand.

 A traumatic and threatening  encounter with a bullying classmate in her favorite art class shattered her pre-conceived notion that people were kind and could be trusted. The bullying continued till graduation day and she wore her cloak of shame and rejection like a weighted anchor. Doors don't swing open wide for  those who've suffered bullying,  abuse, poverty and/or molestation.

 But  in  April of 1982, Jesus Christ  opened wide  the door of grace and Anita walked through. Decades of deeply ingrained traumas and negative events were assuagged and she began to see more clearly that she had worth and God had a plan for her life..

Enrolling at Brookdale Community College, Anita  discovered that door of favor swung wide open and she rediscovered her poetry, singing and art. No longer fearful and distrusting of people, she was deeply curious and disturbed about injustice and social issues. er professors were impressed with her  empathy and passion to pursue studies in the humanities. Graduating with high honors despite great financial hardship and a violent failed, marriage, Anita knew that the best was yet to come.

     Anita's journey with Christ led her to chase and slay many giants, particularly health.  Lyme Disease  came in 1992 and then  carbon monoxide poisoning almost took her life in  1997.All during this time, Anita chronicled her life events through  her journaling and then came an invitation to learn the guitar.

   Her health lost it;s resilience from the damaging environmental assaults on her nervous system, but her love for composing songs and performing continued. Then were  menntoring broken women,  youth outreach and hospice. Outwardly, it looked as if Anita's continual suffering and down-spiraling health would  diminish her calling, but herdevotion and trust in Christ's promises was her saving grace and anchor.

Despite her present and most daunting giant, oromandibular-TMJ Dystonia from mercury poisoning, she continues to sing, write about and express her gratitude of facing death...and helping others to live!

Anita hopes to find a cure for the Dystonia so that she can travel and tour, speaking and singing about overcoming and getting better with age.Her heart beats for the glorious expectation of God's best through her. She hopes that her music and art will provoke intimacy with Christ and a deep empathy for hurt and broken people. She champions the  underrdog because she is a giant slayer.

 

In these turbulent and uncertain times, I must focus on peace.  I am a warrior-soldier, serving under  my commander-in-chef,  Jesus Christ.

 

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MISSING the MARK 

Note: very sensitive material and specifically directed to born-again Christian intercessors and ministers, who are concerned about the destiny of the United States and humanity. To my health and music aficionados: blogs will be available for your reading pleasure after New Year’s day.

Ahaz sacrificed his children by burning them in the fire, after the abominations of the heathen. 2 Chron 28:3. He sacrificed also, and burnt incense in the high places, and on the hills, and under every green tree. 2 Chron 28:4. Wherefore the Lord his God delivered Ahaz to the king of Syria, and they smote him, and carried away a great multitude of them captive, and brought them to Damascus: And he was also delivered into the hand of the king of Israel, who smote him with a great slaughter. 2 Chron 28:5

Yesterday morning, as I prepared to spend quiet time with the Lord, my Bible fell open to the account of king Ahaz. I have walked with my heavenly Father and Jesus closely since 1982, and have read the Bible innumerable times; but I knew Holy spirit was drawing my attention. As I read the book of 2 Chronicles account of King Ahaz’s reign; I paid close attention to the consequences of his wicked deeds; which caused all of Israel to suffer.

As an intercessor, uniting with other passionate and devoted intercessor groups, I continue to groan about the abominations occurring here in my nation. The headlines continue to blare gruesome and needless crimes of murder, robbery, greed and political-social injustices. I wonder if our prayers are hitting the target; and ponder why I see so little positive change. I feel frustrated and even angry that my Christian prayer warriors are praying so diligently; yet the cloud of darkness looks like a toxic, devouring tsunami of wickedness, injustice and depravity coming to decimate our nation and the world.

And then, my husband mark and I watched as Alex Jones groaned in rage about Jeffrey Epstein and his pedophile, child-sacrificing cohorts. It struck me this morning as I again went to King Ahaz’s abominable reign and his utter wickedness of apostasy and child sacrifice. Isn’t that what’s happening in our own nation today? We listened to Alex’s millennial journalist-reporting crew share the brutal truth that precious new born babies are being shipped out for their parts. More horrific, are the acts of ungodly scientists that are concocting DNA experiments, and impregnating women, so that their babies are drained of their blood, in an attempt to enhance their own bodies!

It is a miracle that Adonai’s (father God’s) judgment has not taken us out yet. Folks, Christian brothers and sisters, we must do something about this. We are faithfully declaring a moratorium on the Roe vs Wade edict; but satan is cunning. He seeks any access to get our unborn and our infants; just as he did when Baby Jesus was born.

Last night, I was listening to my pastor Augusto Perez’ teaching series, Beyond the Veil. I was struck by his statement that many of our prayers actually do not hit the target; because they are “soulish” prayers. Our prayers hit the target and please Father, when we connect intimately to him by our “spirit” man. This is a concept we must examine, meditate on, and understand, in the spirit; before we can be assured that our prayers are availing much. James 5:16 I hear eloquent and pious prayer often, (and many of us are impressed); but Pastor Augusto says that they do not impress God. God is moved by empathetic and travailing tears.

Beloved brothers and sisters, we must be absolutely focused. We see Psalmist King David had cried in psalm 119, to understand wisdom. Do we truly understand, (to the quantum level) what we are praying about; and what is important to the heart of God? Have we allowed the adversary to distract us with the trivialities of our Facebook likes, arguing about post or pre-rapture doctrine; and gossiping about others; when our vulnerable and innocent babies are being sacrificed to the cabal!?

I encourage you all to revisit 2 Chronicles 28. After you have pondered all the abominations, apostasy, and irreverent actions done to God’s Holy Temple, by King Ahaz; then read and compare how King Hezekiah was righteous, and went to clean up the mess of the king before him.,

King Hezekiah did not compromise in any way. Therefore, his ways pleased God. We must be meticulous and seek the holy Spirit’s magnifying glass, to illuminate our prayers, motives and petitions. And we must be faithful about daily repenting when we miss the mark. Often, we may not even realize that our prayers have missed the mark. Although, the Bible says that if it were possible; the very elect could be deceived. Mat 24:24 We intercessors are not above being deceived.

We also need to take great care to protect our unborn and infants from the wolves and jackals, (pedophiles, infant butchers, and sex-trafficking ring-leaders) that have so caused our nation to weaken and the United States will do down if we prayer warriors do not seriously oppose and confront. We know what God says about shedding innocent blood.

I believe there is a parallel between 2 Chron 28 (the reign of wicked King Ahaz) and our present United States. Our political leaders are ruled by the same demonic spirits that ruled King Ahaz and his administration. America’s political and spiritual leaders have been bought out and compromised, by the spirit of Mammon, murder (infanticide), apostasy, and conquest-power; (because they fear man, the Cabal). Isn’t God, along with his heavenly hosts, able to protect his leaders? The bible has already given us prime examples of leaders who did not bow to the enemy; and Adonai was faithful to deliver and protect.

So to end this urgent message, my prayer is that each day we ask Holy Spirit to pray prayers from our Spirit man, prayers of true travailing tears. We will see America transformed if we are obedient, humble, and advocate the helpless.

GOD’S CHAMPIONS, Fruitful, Lush Trees 

Here we are, December 31, 2021! Standing at the threshold of a new year. Are you ready to transition with a fresh and confident outlook, leaving behind the old and fruitless? I’m quite sure that many of you harbor feelings of ambivalence or foreboding because of the many distressing occurrences of the past year.

After all these years I still am very sensitive and idealistic and struggle to pursue excellence, unselfishness and hopefulness. I would not be able to accomplish anything noble weren’t not for my precious lord and Savior Jesus Christ who has helped me immensely to face and overcome the innumerable difficulties that assail me daily.

Yes, I’m still battling (and tying to find a cure for) this TMJ Dystonia.. I could dwell on wasting so many months not finishing my book, Marching to the beat of a Different Drum, but I choose to thank God for the opportunities where I’ve been used to serve others in their need and focus on intimacy with the Lord.

As I prepare to share this bog with you, I wish to remind you you of the possibilities and precious destiny that father God has ordained from before before the foundations of the world.! He is more than able to accomplish all that He has designed for your life, if you allow him. As I quietly reflect on this past year, I acknowledge that Abba God has been faithful. He has been patient and He has been so kind to me.

My symptoms haven’t abated and there have been moments when I despaired of ever improving, but I continue to prevail in my ability stay on track with My Yashuah Jesus. I believe it when He said that no one can luck me out of my father’s hands. Let us be grateful that us Dystonia, MS, Lyme, Mold illness or Fibromyalgia people are not in a wheelchair, ICU or bed-ridden. I marvel that Yashuah empowers me to accomplish whatever I set my heart on, despite the many days my spasms are are almost unbearable and distracting and I can’t focus. I often cry out, “When will this miserable season end?”

Yet, deep down inside, I know Abba Father is refining me in the process of developing those nimble hind’s feet like those of the character, Much Afraid in Hannah Hurnard’s book, Hind’s Feet on High Places. Abba’s desire is to groom us impeccably that we become chosen vessels resplendent with His Glory and grace. This coming new year, may your mouth declare and believe well chosen words from his Holy book, the Bible and may they become part f your daily regimen.

Have the disturbing world events, blared from the news headlines dimmed your sparkling outlook? Has the spirit of depression, about losing your precious loved one from Covid choked your faith? Jesus told us, 33 These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world. John 16:33

This January 2022, get back on track. Do not grow weary in well-doing.. Pass the Good News forward no matter what your state of mind or how bad you symptoms are. Many of you have been diligent in your health and spiritual disciplines, and have seen little or no improvement. I understand how you feel. Since 2007, I have grappled with this foe, Dystonia- Mold Illness. At times, even living can be burdensome, BUT God!

One of my beloved pastors , Augusto Perez, The Appearance Ministries urged us ( God’s lambs) to make declarations before we start our day. He said that declarations were powerful and have great spiritual authority. He reiterated how careful we must be with our words and Satan lurks, examining closely our every move and utterance. This is how he snares us, with our negative statements c and ungrateful complaints which, curses our success.

As I was reading and mediating on some of the beautiful verses from the Psalms I deduced that they would make inspiring declarations When we are battling Covid, Cancer or MS, how we need to decree with authority, ”

After you read my declarations, ask Holy Spirit to help you with your own beautiful declaration prayer and stay focused on what God is fashioning you as, and not at what you see yourself ( in the natural).

Here are a just a few of my favorites. Shalom and may your life, from this day forward, be fruitful and glorious as the glorious apple trees blooming in spring , (depicted in a photograph my husband. Mark took of me).

I will not die; instead, I will live to tell what the LORD has done. Psalm 119:7 NLT

The LORD sustains them on their sickbed and restores them from their bed of illness. Psalm 41:3

Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex! Your workmanship is marvelous—how well I know it. Psalm 139:14 NLT

For he shall be as a tree planted by the waters, and that spreadeth out her roots by the river, and shall not see when heat cometh, but her leaf shall be green; and shall not be careful in the year of drought, neither shall cease from yielding fruit. Jer 17:7

I will greatly rejoice in the LORD, my soul shall be joyful in my God; for he hath clothed me with the garments of salvation, he hath covered me with the robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom decketh himself with ornaments, and as a bride adorneth herself with her jewels. Isaiah 61:10 KJV

You shall be a crown of beauty in the hand of the LORD, and a royal diadem in the hand of your God. Isaiah 62:3 ESV

No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. Rom 8:37 ESV

For as the rain and snow fall from heaven and do not return without watering the earth, , making it bud and sprout and providing seed to sow and food to eat, so My word that proceeds from My mouth will not return to Me empty, but it will accomplish what I please, and it will prosper where I send it.…Isaiah 55 10 & 11

YOUR BODY a MIRACULOUS MASTERPIECE 

Greetings and Shalom to all you precious people. It’s come to my attention, a n urgent article sent to me this week by one of our prayer warrior sisters. I believe it is one of the most urgent and comprehensive medical and scientific information for your longevity and health that you’ll ever read.

My love for people and especially their divine right to be healthy and productive has been my passion since 1982. I’ve never been interested or concerned for controversy or conspiracy theories. I am passionate about truth, righteousness. and seeing all people walk in the freedom and fruitfulness of the Lord Jesus Christ.

Yesterday, a very dear Christian sister and i were about to get into prayer as we usually do Monday afternoons at 1 pm. Debbie, (name changed for privacy) is a nurse at a nursing facility and she shared about the difficult day she had with an elderly patient. As she and another aid was helping lift the elderly man out of the bed, he was spewing diarrhea which would not stop. And he continue to soil himself even as another diaper was put on. I asked Debbie if he was ill and she said that he just had his third booster shot!

The severity of this poor man’s symptoms didn’t hit me until today as I was getting into God’s presence. I thought about that man, ninety-four years old, being totally out of control of his faculties and with no rights s to what drugs were forced upon him. I burst into tears and began praying for the elderly in nursing homes. I was involved in serious nursing home and hospice ministry most of my Christian life. I have a great love for the handicapped also.

People, I cannot fathom why anyone in their right mind would even entertain the thought of being injected with a substance that does not belong in a human body! Why would you all trust the news media without investigating the possible side effects the vaccine or pharmaceutical would give? Graphine Oxide does not belong in a body! I don’t understand the logic of so many people taking the Frankenshot while reports are exploding on the conservative reporting platforms.

Before you read the rest of this article, I ask you to pray and ask the Holy Spirit Spiro to expand your mind and spirit to receive Godly and truthful revelation. We should never fear the opportunity to be well-informed, however frightening a truth could be. Part of being wise is understanding wisdom and knowledge.

Just to remind you, my main calling has been music and worship and I have two inspirational songs that call my attention, but, after watching the video and hearing two professional doctors with scientific expertise describe the compounds of this Frankenshot, I must inform.

The liberal media continues to lie, by lauding he efficacy of the Covid vaccine, but the lie is perpetuated for deeply sinister purposes. You should familiarize yourself with Tom Horn’s Trans humanism research and get reacquainted with your Bible, the book of Revelation and understand we are heading to the time of the Mark of the beast.

You body is the Lord’s Bottom line, be not ignorant of the signs, Jesus warned us. Millions are at the brink of their demise. Thank the Lord for Alex Jones INFO WARS reporting. many are on the brink of becoming something other than human. Don;t be one of them.

Your body is a magnificent creation of Almighty God., do not offer it up so easily to that which is not of God!

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Christian jazz hip-hop, neo soul and pop-urban . Special guest producer, Reverend Kevin Nunn, Cross Row Productions.

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Lead Guitarist, Chris Durante

Guitar Artistry

So,  I met Chris Durante at a church picnic in the summer of 1989 and he asked me if I would front his  Christian hard Rock Band, The Promise. I was just a folk soprano who sang a capella with twin sisters in ursing homes. Who knew that God was preparing me for greater ministry and service  to people through my non profit Brave Flame  Productions.  Chris 's artistry has embellished most of my songs and albums over the years and  we are grateful for the influence and inspiration of the the Holy Spirit through us frail and fragile instruments!

John Mulrenan, producer-engineer, Acorn Digital, Howell, NJ has also been a long-time friend and music partner. He has lent his artistry to my projects on keyboards, piano, bass and programming.  His expertise has been invaluable. He is an underrated and transcendent talent!

And last, but not least is my  talented  husband, Mark, who has been my sound engineer.since we married. His extensive  experience  doing sound for NJ's best  bands has been  a valuable asset to my music. Bless God for giving me such a devoted  husband!

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serving people/filling needs

All People Matter

From singing and comforting elderly, lonely people to mentoring kids from  challenged family backgrounds, Anita understands people.

God Loves People

Areas of Ministry

1982  Nursing Home Ministry

1989   Maximum Security Prisons & Correctional Facilities

The Promise Christian Band

1998   Love in the Name of Christ  Christian non-Profit

Coordinator: Just the Right Touch

One on One Mentoring,  Helping  welfare recipients & displaced homemakers transition to the work force, supplying appropriate business clothing & resumes & mentoring, 

Youth Advocate YAP, Youth Advocate Program.

Mentoring youth in social & life skills: liaison between parents/guardians  with  social service agencies

2002 Vocal & Guitar Instructor 

Beginner to advance vocal instruction

2002-2017  Telephone Book distributor PDC

2005  Brave Flame Productions & Outreach inception non-profit entity

Homeless outreach, food & Clothing, Evangelism, Hospice & Bedside  Ministry, Funeral and Wake Ministry

Music & Entertainment 

Church & Family Events, Private Corporate functions,  First Communion & Baptism  events